its finaly over....

[abbeyroad]

Well guys this will probably be the worse news you will ever hear from me... its all over, as the vets said my poor little baby finally died and it really came out of nowhere..... i still don't understand what happend but its all over...
She started fitting so we took her to the nearest pet hospital and they gave me the hardest possible decision of my life so far "do you want her put 2 sleep or keep trying"
I would have kept trying if i was selfish, but i know by the way she was screaming (ill NEVER 4get that sound) that she was VERY scared and in pain (you could hear the fear in her) so i let her go.. but not b4 saying good bye
its now 10.25pm and I'm sure shes gone by now. we are going to make a memorial garden for her tho coz i loved her more then anything! ....as some will know!

These are what I'm getting for her.....



[glow=red,2,300]a stunning ashes box made of jarah[/glow]



[glow=red,2,300]a memorial stone 4 her in our new garden[/glow]


........ and for any of you that want 2 know! she put up one HELL of a fight! its not fair that she had 2 die coz its obvious she lived life more then anything in the world!... and i know she loved me! she made me feel loved all day every day!!!

.....ill miss her more then anything!!!......we named her sunny in the end due to her lovely personality!









I love you soooooo much baby!..... Rest in Peace!

[lovemytiels]

OMG I am so very very sorry to hear that she passed away. You poor thing, you must be so heartbroken. Know that you did your very very best for her and although you only had her for a short time, she knew how much you loved her uncondionally. We are here to support you in any way we can & sending the biggest hug to you. May she rest in peace. Regards Anna

[pollyparrot]

iam sorry holly its so sad the poor little baby its so hard loosing a loved one my heart goes out to you
at least now she isnt in pain
(((((huggs))))))

[AcaciaWattle]

Oh Holly
I am so very sorry to hear that, You are so very brave to make that decision I know it's the hardest thing to ever have to do in your life.
Sending you the biggest hugs and strength to get you through this painful time
Amanda

[Laraine]

Oh dear, I'm so sorry for your loss. It bought tears to my eyes reading your message. It is so hard losing a dear pet. Keep strong.

[abbeyroad]

heya guys, im so sorry i havnt replied to anyone much l8ly, as some will know i havnt exactly been feeling like my normal cheerfull self! lol
But i got my baby girl back sunday after work and i would like to let you know that she has finaly been laid to rest
Unfortunatly we couldnt afford the cremation coz we just got the vet bills back and there big enough as it is without the extra $130 for the cremation and then $60 for the wood box and head stone (im gonna still get a head stone)
But she has been laid to rest out the front of our house in front of a HUGE red rose tree thats higher then our roof (ill post pix of it l8er)
In a nice x-mas tin with roses around and on her body and a nice little note i wrote for her.....

And the strange thing is after i got her back on the way home i was a complete reck!! but now that iv finaly burried her i can actualy talk about her and not feel sad?
I guess its just coz i didnt like the thort of her being left @ the vets coz i know 1st hand what they do with our dead pets!

[lovemytiels]

Hi Holly even though you couldn't afford exactly what you wanted, I am sure that what you did do will mean just as much. Now that you have laid her to rest, the healing process will come with time. You are a very brave person. Cheers Anna

[abbeyroad]

Well guys if any of you wanted to check out my site...

conurecrazy.proboards58.com/index.cgi?


theres a great memorial page that i made with help from smiley and of coarse littlebudgie2005
Hope you all enjoy it! and i hope you dont think the music is as "korney" as peter did! lol! ;D